I just HAVE to say this

This has been stuck in my heart for almost seven months and I simply have to let it out. I was falling asleep, I suddenly remembered this and felt I had to turn on my laptop to write this in secret (uhhh).

All I have to say is a huge THANK YOU to a boy whose name I've never found out. I saw him on the Thirty Seconds to Mars concert in Lisbon, last December: we both had bought a Meet and Greet pass and we were the first two in the line of people waiting to go inside the M&G room. He was ahead of me, alone, just I was - so he was probably a huge fan too - and he simply let me go inside first. He stepped aside and he let me go inside first. We didn't know if they were already there, we didn't know anything. And still, he, the unknown boy who also loved Thirty Seconds to Mars, stepped aside to let me go inside first. It was one of the kindest things anyone has ever done to me and all I could say was thank you. Of course I thank him! He proved to me that there are still civilized people in Portugal and that boys are not a lost cause. He marked me much more than a gorgeous guy has ever done. Sooner or later, you forget the pretty faces, but I will never forget what he did. So yes, THANK YOU SO MUCH for being human, decent, kind and overwhelming. Really. You made me understand that it is okay to be romantic, dream of perfect people and chase ideals - and that's all I can expect from anyone. Now I understand the right thing to do was to kidnap you in the second you stepped aside and, since I didn't, all I have left to do is to honestly hope we meet again in another life.

yours,

millou