Back again ;)

There's no excuse for my absence. My 1-MONTH long absence. No, I haven't been that busy and no, my Internet service didn't crash. I just went to Tibet (I obviously did not), to a spiritual retirement, looking for myself. Anyway, I'm back. Hello again :D

Now that the Maths test is gone, I've been kind of amusing myself by browsing the Internet and reading an English thing that makes me want to sound like a poet whenever I'm writing. But I think the browsing part would be more interesting to share... I checked on a website I had found (and loved) some time ago and discovered this post, with three life-planning related questions. The one that really caught my attention was the first one:

Are you the best version of yourself that you could possibly be?

I loved this. I'm not the best version of myself that I could possibly be (I don't think anyone is) but I see no reason for letting it go without even trying. If I want to be thinner, to write more often or to be more independent, why not to go for it? It will make me feel better with my new, more perfect self. I know there's no such thing as total perfection but that's not a reason to stop trying to reach it. The closer you are to perfection, the more you love yourself, I suppose. And I'm looking for some self love right now. I feel like I've fallen off my tower of happiness, as I feared, and I obviously want it back again.

P.S - I'm already working on the "be thinner" part and I won't stop it until that dress (the one every girl has, wants to wear and keeps in the closet because  she thinks it makes her look fat) fits me perfectly.

yours,

millou