Hey!!!
It has been sunny here in Lisbon, and I'm extremely happy.
I was supposed to be studying for a Maths test that all the 11th grade students in Portugal who study Maths at high school (yes, it includes me) will have tomorrow. Instead, I'm lying on the couch, writing this while I'm hearing my neighbour (of my exact age - 15) playing with his motto (is this how it's spelled??) at the garage and listening to the MTVs, as usual (by the way, I hate Florence and the Machine).
Anyway, I'm well prepared for this test (I think), and need to have some rest because I'm starting feeling ill (what a wonderful time to be sick, hã...), so I mustn't feel guilty for being here doing nothing.
yours,
millou

Hey!!
I've been seriously (what's serious to me may be pathetic to you) busy these days. This week will be awful, full of hateful and complicated tests, and so on.
Still, I've been thinking about my life (while trying to fall asleep, activity which, by the way, usually takes an hour or two), and came to the conclusion I'm too childish. I'm starting (only now, after 15 years of a useless life) to worry about things and people, try to be (more) perfect, well, have a plan for my life. I'm really willing to change this about myself (not sure of the spelling here, you know my English isn't exactly the best... :P), and I like to think I will make it. However, I'm not exactly sure. I can never do anything, why should it be different this time? Well, I guess I'll have to do it slowly, trying to reach perfection at every second of my life.
My grandfather died on Monday. I wasn't very close to him, but going to a funeral for the first time and understanding that those things happen, that people actually die, kind of gave me some inner strength to live while I'm alive.

kisses, and wish you all a happier weekend than mine will be :D
millou

Do you know what I've just discovered?
Me and Muse are soul-mates!
I see them as 30STM talking about love (and I love to talk about love). That's something that has always somewhat annoyed me in 30STM - they have an opinion, a philosophy, a plan, about everything except emotions. They are too rational, Muse have the same ferocity but sing mostly about emotions, specially love.
But don't get me wrong - I love 30 Seconds to Mars! Just found out that I also love Muse...


P.S: I've only been talking about songs in the last days because I haven't done anything else beside listening to the MTVs and study. As I don't plan to explain you Darwin's theory about the evolution of the species, natural selection, and so on, I'm just posting my thoughts about the music I've been listening to.

Developing my artistic sense (still)

I'm listening to the MTVs, fact that explains this attack of quotes from the lyrics of lovely songs.

«It wasn't complicated,
wasn't pre-meditated,
to you I'm dedicated
let's go ahead and say it

I LOVE YOU»

Cheryl Cole's Three Words

My first demonstration of what can be called (extremely) elementar ARTISTIC SENSE

«I still believe
it's you and me 'till the end of time»

Biffy Clyro's Many of Horror

Back!!

After a HUUUUGE period of online death, I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I've changed a bit, as expected.

(Just a curiosity - I haven't done, in my entire summer holidays, what I've told myself to do... My self-discipline is wonderful...)

So, after all this time, here I am, again, back to my blogs... I've been really happy during this period, the summer holidays could have been better (I had a surgery), but... well, the first period of classes has been SO GOOD that I can't even remember the months of July and August :D
I feel happy, loved, important, and, most of all, I feel I'm at home. That's something I almost never feel. I'm always somewhere, lost, trying to find my way, and now I feel a comfort that's completely new for me.

And, about me, myself, my fantastic (bah!) person, what can I say?
I haven't changed that much, but the comfort I was talking about makes me much more relaxed and expansive. I haven't changed YET. Yes, I'm planning a revolution in my life, my personality, in every little detail about me. Of course I want to keep some good things, but... I don't know.... Let me be honest with you, beloved bloggers - I feel empty. I do nothing in my life!! No worries, no stress, no great goals, nothing. It's somewhat boring to live like this, so I want to become more alive, do more stuff (stuff that I want and stuff that I have to do, both is needed), have more fun, if you understand me. And I think I'm slowly becoming like that. SLOWLY. I wish it were faster...!!

I'm now going to dedicate my time to change some things about my blog (and yes, I still like that electric blue).

kisses,
millou