Hey!!
I've been seriously (what's serious to me may be pathetic to you) busy these days. This week will be awful, full of hateful and complicated tests, and so on.
Still, I've been thinking about my life (while trying to fall asleep, activity which, by the way, usually takes an hour or two), and came to the conclusion I'm too childish. I'm starting (only now, after 15 years of a useless life) to worry about things and people, try to be (more) perfect, well, have a plan for my life. I'm really willing to change this about myself (not sure of the spelling here, you know my English isn't exactly the best... :P), and I like to think I will make it. However, I'm not exactly sure. I can never do anything, why should it be different this time? Well, I guess I'll have to do it slowly, trying to reach perfection at every second of my life.
My grandfather died on Monday. I wasn't very close to him, but going to a funeral for the first time and understanding that those things happen, that people actually die, kind of gave me some inner strength to live while I'm alive.
kisses, and wish you all a happier weekend than mine will be :D
millou
I've been seriously (what's serious to me may be pathetic to you) busy these days. This week will be awful, full of hateful and complicated tests, and so on.
Still, I've been thinking about my life (while trying to fall asleep, activity which, by the way, usually takes an hour or two), and came to the conclusion I'm too childish. I'm starting (only now, after 15 years of a useless life) to worry about things and people, try to be (more) perfect, well, have a plan for my life. I'm really willing to change this about myself (not sure of the spelling here, you know my English isn't exactly the best... :P), and I like to think I will make it. However, I'm not exactly sure. I can never do anything, why should it be different this time? Well, I guess I'll have to do it slowly, trying to reach perfection at every second of my life.
My grandfather died on Monday. I wasn't very close to him, but going to a funeral for the first time and understanding that those things happen, that people actually die, kind of gave me some inner strength to live while I'm alive.
kisses, and wish you all a happier weekend than mine will be :D
millou
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