Friday, 11 June 2010

Hi again!

Hello, people.
These new blog designs are amazing, aren't they?!
Well, I've experienced another online death, but here I am now. I don't have much to tell you, I'm afraid... Next week the exams start - the first one is Biology and Geology on Thursday, then Physics and Chemistry on 22nd June.
I'm now sixteen...! These 9 days after my birthday have been terribly strange, with lots of self re-definition, meditation, inner inspection, and no parties... Nothing of what I expected, I'm afraid. Honestly, all this «I'm sixteen!» thing is somewhat absurd. People don't get older because 16 years ago they were born. People get older because they mess up, they fix it, they don't fix it and mess up again, they watch others mess up, they live, they feel and they think. That's life and that's the only way of getting older.
Well, this is the theory. Obviously I got excited about being sixteen because it was an excuse to celebrate. It was a stupid celebration, but still a celebration, and who doesn't like it?

Today I considered creating a new blog. In portuguese... :( I don't think sharing random facts of my life is enough. I feel a need of something creative, new, fresh, inspiring, revolutionary, demanding, that's right, but which could give me pride of myself, true joy and inner peace.
Yes, maybe it is a silly wish, but I think I'll try it.

I leave you with a beautiful song from Muse. I hated it the first time I listened to it and all this immense adoration only stroke me at the third time. Hope you like it.

Muse - Bliss

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